emm pg2 Ramadhan ni dh citer pasal stress..
yelah one thing mlm2 tak boleh nk tido lena..
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1. perut semakin membesar..sgt2 tak selesa..
2. takde bantal2 pelukku!! huhu.. normally i will tidokan my kids, gaduh2 atas katil rebut2 sape nk tido sebelah mummy...then last skali br dpt tido with bapaknye..kdg2 terus lelap with the boys..bpk pun tah ke mana..huhu..sungguh tak bagus!! But ape2 pun I really missed them!!!
3. kt msia ni panas..even air cond kt bilik pun tak dpt nk sejukkan badan..(agaknye byk sgt makan durian kot..) btw start semalam dh boleh tido sket..if not kul 2 baru boleh lelap..and 4.30 dh bangun sahur!! mujur tak payah masak..tolonbg2 buat air je...
4.yg plg stress..my hubby suh tukar flight tiket..suh blk cepat pulak...hrtu mase booking kate ok..now dh tak ok!! my kids pun dh rindu..
Adib siap ckp: Mummy, I've been waiting for u for ages!!! sambil gosok2 mata..yup he's sad but he didn't show me..
tak sangka he turned out to be a strong boy..dulu2 kuat nangis..now if die nk nangis..he'll go somewhere and cry...even mase skype pun tak penah nangis..habis kuat pun gosok2 mate..now mummy yg meleleh2 air mata!!!
5. and yg bertambah stress...MAS ni mmg tersgt CRAP!!! nk tukar tiket kene penalty GBP100 plus byr different fares..masalahnye if i'm willing to pay anything pun..seat dh full!! nk balik London awal pun tak dapat!!!
6. Now i've been thinking of buying them tickets blk msia, stay kt sini sampai after raya!! HOW? HOW?? called hubby die dh tido and mengantuk..i texted him suh decide..airasia ade tiket reasonable...REASONABLE and AFFORDABLE yee..not sooo cheap!! but tak boleh tahan laa..
my urusan kt sini belum selesai maybe later end of next week or early the other week..tak sangka pulak byk public holiday!!! stresss betul!! rugi beberapa hari!!
7. so now dr sahur td dh 2 kali attempt nk tido tak dapat2..nk ckp telefon pun tak dapat!! stress sorang2 kt rumah nih...arrghhh tension!!!
Next time, I'll never go anywhere without my family!! AGAIN!!! NEVER!!! I've learnt my lesson!!
tak kisah laa tak makan best2 pun..mengidam ke hapa ke..if semua tak boleh ikut, tak pyh balik msia..eventho my family ade..and most of my sibs slalu jenguk me and smlm kitorang kuar makan...but it all not the same without your own hubby and kids!!!
bile dh biasa jadi wife and mummy ni...childless kejap pun dh rase sunyi!! nasib ade tech mcm skype...boleh la ckp tgk muka hari2...but still rindu!!!
Arrghhh STRESSSS!!!! Hope i still boleh bertahan and find solution to my problems...nk stress sgt2 pun tak bagus for my baby..dh laa skang ni asyik kene back pain je!!!haisshhhh....sabar je laaa.... ;((((
Padan muke myself!!!!
yelah one thing mlm2 tak boleh nk tido lena..
sbb:
1. perut semakin membesar..sgt2 tak selesa..
2. takde bantal2 pelukku!! huhu.. normally i will tidokan my kids, gaduh2 atas katil rebut2 sape nk tido sebelah mummy...then last skali br dpt tido with bapaknye..kdg2 terus lelap with the boys..bpk pun tah ke mana..huhu..sungguh tak bagus!! But ape2 pun I really missed them!!!
3. kt msia ni panas..even air cond kt bilik pun tak dpt nk sejukkan badan..(agaknye byk sgt makan durian kot..) btw start semalam dh boleh tido sket..if not kul 2 baru boleh lelap..and 4.30 dh bangun sahur!! mujur tak payah masak..tolonbg2 buat air je...
4.yg plg stress..my hubby suh tukar flight tiket..suh blk cepat pulak...hrtu mase booking kate ok..now dh tak ok!! my kids pun dh rindu..
Adib siap ckp: Mummy, I've been waiting for u for ages!!! sambil gosok2 mata..yup he's sad but he didn't show me..
tak sangka he turned out to be a strong boy..dulu2 kuat nangis..now if die nk nangis..he'll go somewhere and cry...even mase skype pun tak penah nangis..habis kuat pun gosok2 mate..now mummy yg meleleh2 air mata!!!
5. and yg bertambah stress...MAS ni mmg tersgt CRAP!!! nk tukar tiket kene penalty GBP100 plus byr different fares..masalahnye if i'm willing to pay anything pun..seat dh full!! nk balik London awal pun tak dapat!!!
6. Now i've been thinking of buying them tickets blk msia, stay kt sini sampai after raya!! HOW? HOW?? called hubby die dh tido and mengantuk..i texted him suh decide..airasia ade tiket reasonable...REASONABLE and AFFORDABLE yee..not sooo cheap!! but tak boleh tahan laa..
my urusan kt sini belum selesai maybe later end of next week or early the other week..tak sangka pulak byk public holiday!!! stresss betul!! rugi beberapa hari!!
7. so now dr sahur td dh 2 kali attempt nk tido tak dapat2..nk ckp telefon pun tak dapat!! stress sorang2 kt rumah nih...arrghhh tension!!!
Next time, I'll never go anywhere without my family!! AGAIN!!! NEVER!!! I've learnt my lesson!!
tak kisah laa tak makan best2 pun..mengidam ke hapa ke..if semua tak boleh ikut, tak pyh balik msia..eventho my family ade..and most of my sibs slalu jenguk me and smlm kitorang kuar makan...but it all not the same without your own hubby and kids!!!
bile dh biasa jadi wife and mummy ni...childless kejap pun dh rase sunyi!! nasib ade tech mcm skype...boleh la ckp tgk muka hari2...but still rindu!!!
Arrghhh STRESSSS!!!! Hope i still boleh bertahan and find solution to my problems...nk stress sgt2 pun tak bagus for my baby..dh laa skang ni asyik kene back pain je!!!haisshhhh....sabar je laaa.... ;((((
Padan muke myself!!!!
8 comments:
Alaaa Naza.. Sedihnya... I've been in this situation before. Memang menyesal gila. Betul u cakap, nak gi mana, better go as a famili. kalau tak, tak payah gi... plg sedih mesti u miss the boys...
Jgn stress sgt tau...
Take care dear.
sabo..sabo... paham sangat2 perasaan tuh, lepas peristiwa kena tinggal sorg2 kat london for 6wks aritu!!! mmg blh jd gila gak la kalo dilayan perasaan tuh!:) the longest 6wks of my life!! dan lepas tuh kitorg mmg dah decide takmo g mana2, sorg2 anymore! tp rasanya ur situation lagi stress kot, dgn kids lagi kena tinggal...
apapon, try to distract ur mind and get urself busy, enjoy msia+the food! ajak adik jenjalan, mebe blh kurangkan stress kot? dah tak lama kan? less than 2wks jer lagi..
tp kalo diorg balik, blh wat visa sini, murah sket kan? eheheh
k.Ita: thanks...tp bile kenang anak2 mmg laaa...
K.Wan: actually if buat visa kt sini lebih kurang je..dgn harga br lebih sket je kitorang byr yg premium tuh..lgpun td mmk kate die tak blh blk jugak..boxes due for collection...uwaaaaa!!!sabar je laaahh.. ;(
sedeylah baca entry nie... memang tak boleh ooo tinggal, even 1 night. bawak2 sabar, ingat baby dlm perut tue, nanti kalau girl, dia kuat nangis pulak, sebab awak nangis banyak masa pregnantkan dier...
dah scan ker?
learned the hardway gak...eventho utk 3 hari pegik bruges tuh.....tak boleh nak enjoy hols lah, asyik teringat budak2 kat rumah....next time mmg pegilah kemana2 satu gerombolan.....walaupon kepala pening, hati tak risau kan.....
baru have your boys for iftar yesterday....mmk seems great je holding the fort on his own....heheh....and the kids bile dgn bapak kan sangat2 baiknye.....mmk makan tak kneyang, mandi tak basah, tido tak lena tuh...hahah
aws! Dulu masa I dtg uk I datang sorang for 2 weeks! memang miserable! sibuk skype aje lebih bukannye enjoy having some time off! sigh!!! Memang lain kalau dah ada family sendiri. Especially after dok kat UK ni and all you have is each other. lagi lah close and lagi lah miss!
Take care babes! enjoy what's infront of you at the moment. Make the best of it. Nanti soon enough you'd be back in their arms ...
Alahai kesiannya.. hang in there, keep yourself busy, the days will soon pass. Sabar ye, jgn stress sgt not good for your current condition..
I suspen gak ni dgr your story.. dok prepare myself, will be going back with Daniel for data collection for 2+ months. ishh.. boleh ka?
wuaaaa sedeynyeee.. dahla saya kuat nangis sekarang nih!.. takleh dengar cite2 sedih cani.. take care kak naza.. kebetulan pun sekarang time2 emotionally unstable kan, lagi parah dibuatnya! :'((
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