Burning my midnight oil!!

yup it's tonight..
apart from getting stressed and worried the whole day, i was bombarded with a phone call from hubby stating that he was at the casualty..
His head was hit by a hockey ball and he had ear bleeding..
after hours of waiting and a CT Scan- he was provissionally diagnosed with skull fracture, temporal bone fracture to be exact (from what i heard directly from Max Fac oncall via phone)

I was still at home until this hour waiting for him to be warded properly so that i can visit and send him his necessities..but until now, he had been in 2 hospitals, being transfered from Whippcross Hospital to Royal London and still in emergency!! *wtf!!!

So I guess the best is to visit him tomorrow..no point of going if he still in resus, coz i've worked in A&E before, no one allowed to be there until further notice..maybe u can be in for 5 mins then u'll be shooh out..what's the point..??

And my worries is about our Visa appointment on Monday morning..
this afternoon went out with the 2 boys to get the pics done. I told hubby not to go today and get everything done coz this is more important than hockey..but as usual..the game was more important than everything!! Not that i don't want to be rationale, but i've lots of works this weekend plus the bloody UKBA has changed the application forms for dependants..that means I have to re-filled 3 bloody 50-pages form for each dependant!! that really pissed me off!! and luckily one of my colleague who were about to send his application found out bout the new forms and informed me!! otherwise I would hv been walking to Home Office with old forms and be rejected!! Shi*to!!!

Big problem now: Hubby doesn't have the visa pics yet..and he's at the hospital..i hope he can be discharged by tomorrow!!

my assignment which due ASAP next week is not being touched at all!! owh matilah aku!!
SV sure dissappointed!! Whateva!! I have to control my stress level at this stage..kang stress sgt tak sepasal dapat pre-eclampsia!!

almost 12 am now..i still not finish filling up the forms..dgn hati susah pikir his head injury (eventho after a careful reading on the net saying that kind of skull fracture is not so serious, but i don't know exactly the extend of fracture from the scan..)..if nk puas hati i hv to speak to the consultant in charge, barulah tau diagnosis etc..diorang pun still view the scan and no diagnosis yet..

so pasrah je la malam ni..try to close my eyes and sleep for few hours..tomorrow morning i need to get there and visit him..

felt really guilty and unsatisfied for not seeing him with my 2 eyes, coz knowing him he's not the kind that tells you unless u ask..and it happened here..here in London!! kalau kt msia ok lagi..kt sini?? mmg susah..
Thank God I have nice friends who are willing to offer helps.. Thanks guys!! I really appreciated it!!

Lets pray that Ihsan is okay and nothing serious occur..Ameen...




*p/s: lesson of the day: tu la kalau tak nak dgr ckp wifey..dulu2 blh la ckp x dgr ckp mak..but now ckp wifey la pulak..huhu...stress..stress..nk ckp lebih2 pun tak guna..berdoa je lah byk2... ;(