Hatiku berbunga2...hehe...

:: mode= perasan ::

hehe..
td kt skool one of my consultant duk bersembang2..
suddenly she said,
u looked lovely..
do u like clothes??

me: yes..why?

C: u're well dressed..i like ur style..
u're fashionable, stylish..etc..

me: (blushed)..thanks..senyum sampai telinga..
pastu cepat2 tukar topik..hehe..

padahal pakai cam biasa je..formal wear to clinic...

yelah org kt sini byk serabut2..tah mandi ke tak..
to me it depends..kalau byk mase di pagi hari i'll dressed up sket..kalau malas pakai je baju tak yah iron..senang..tp appearance mesti mau jaga la kan..make up pun ikut mood..kalau malas taruk moisturiser je..
nk jumpe ramai patient satu hari..kang tgk doktor serabut, diorang pun pening...

ok..ok..sudah..
perasan kejap je...

;P

Emo..emo... ;(

it's half past twelve at midnite..ala 12.30 mlm lerrr..
tgh prepare my presentation for Journal Club
with lots of other things being abandoned..

and dgr la pulak lagu2 jiwang from you tube...
to tell ya the truth, i dh laaamaaa sgt tak dgr music, tak tgk movie (wayang), tak tengok TV..owh my life is sooo boring...
in fact my iphone earphone pun dh hilang tah ke mana...
and last week tah macamane mase stay back kt skool menggatal bukak you tube and dgr lagu2 melayu...sedihnye rase..
dulu2 mase kt msia the only time i listen to music was during my journey to and from work..driving sorang2 mmg boring kan..so dgr la Hot FM, Era..i'm not the kind yg hafal lagu..bengap sket nk dapat..bukan mcm my sister tu..radio bergerak okay!! and so do my hubby...

so dh rase cam best pulak ade music background..
tapinye if i'm studying mmg takleh bising..mmg dr dulu lg..mase undergrads ade radio gabak tp if my fren masuk my room mmg tak dgr ape..sloww sgt2..hehe..yelah byk menda nk di hafal kan..lain la kalau buat maths or calculation..boley la dgr kuat2...the only time i dgr radio kuat2 mase tension, frust and seangkatan dengannya...

ok back to my point...
lately sebab asyik dengar lagu jiwang..dh jadi jiwang sekejap...huhu..
malam ni pulak terlebih EMO!!!
duk dgr lagu Rossa repeatedly especially ayat2 cinta..mula2 tergerak gak nk watch the movie on youtube..but mengenangkan keje melambak, baik postponed dulu...
and at this moment terasa sedih sbb teringat kt my hubby!!
yup I missed him...
mmg die ade kt sini but sbb i tgh busy yang teramat sgt..duk serumah pun tak sempat nk sembang lama2..sometimes when i reached home, he went out for his activities...
and bile i do my work at home, he looked after the kids..and tidokan diorang etc...
our quality time sgt kurang..
dulu2 both of us ni mmg very close..tgk movie, dine out tak pun jalan2..
but sebab duk London ni we dun have any helper so most of our time kene buat keje masing2 la..
(kt msia dh biasa ade maid kan..so we all mmg slalu kuar berdua..)

owh cepat la my mom sampai..this time i nk plan kuar berdua with him...
lg satu yg i ni duk sedih sgt, die tak penah complaint...but i know how he feels..
even ade wife tp macam takde...hopefully die sabar laaa...

bilalah nk habis study ni..dh rase malas nk duk oversea dh..byk sgt dugaan...
kalau bab shopping or jalan2 mmg best..but now sbb leisure time pun kurang..so dh start stress..

emm dah laa...kene buat keje..esok tak siap mati laaa...

p/s: sorry la u guys terpaksa baca..actually i'm not the kind yg suke express my feeling in public..but ape salahnye kan..this is my blog..lgpun dh privatize..;P

cepat la stabil blk emosi ni...huhuh....
nite..nite...

Weekend

yeaaa..it's weekend..
and Alhamdulillah I've survived the 'hell'aluyah week..mmg busy like hell okeh!!
everyday i left home around 7 yish..woke up 5-6 am..coz nk prepare breakfast for my FIL yg hari2 bangun 6am..ayoyo..
Sleep deprived okeh!!!

siap on last tuesday bangun kul 5 yish sbb menggelabah tak study ape2 for my mini test..and with my FIL dh mengadap notebook reply all the emails...
pg td pun rushed to skool for my seminar presentation..i kene bg seminar okeh!!!

and ptg td they all (hubby and co plus Adib) left for Birmingham and Notts the whole weekend!!yeaaaaa!!!!That was my plan okeh!!!
hehhe..*evil laugh..
siap mase hubby tell my MIL die risau kot2 i tak ok..hehe..i dun mind at all..
lg pun biarla they have fun..guys outing!!
lgpun br je pegi Birm last month..
My FIL nk tunjuk anak2 die tempat die buat A-Level, Undergrads and tempat die training dulu..

so i was left alone with Adam..leh melepak..tido tak hengat..and esok plan nk bangun lambat and then went out shopping!!!!
Penat hokeh..1 week plus terkejar2 wif assignments, project meeting, guests at home..dh la sume guys..
tp dlm terkejar2 tu sempat gak prepared breakfast macaroni cheese, spaghetti, nasi goreng etc..
and yesterday i made nasi ayam for them..
dinner pun masak jugak..
(dun get me wrong okay!!my relationship with my PIL is superb..they treat me like their own dotter..cumenye yela maybe this time timing tak betul kot..so i'm a bit tired..bukan citer2 ni nk complaint okeh..hehe..)


that's another reason why i tak bg my parents datang if i'm not on my school holiday..eventho kalau my mom dtg die akan buat sume termasuk la lipat all the bundle of clothes (yg anak die ni mmg malas nk buat..)..mcm last time..
sian gak my parents asyik tanye2 bile la diorang boleh datang..hehe..
i asyik tak bg je..lgpun we all br blk last summer kan..
so akhirnya..this coming easter diorang datang!! yeaaaa!!!

Ok la what's my plan for tomorrow eh??

1. lazying at home kejap..
2. go out for some shopping..mane? nk ke central London cam malas coz kene angkut stroller sorang if naik tube..unless i pegi naik bus...
been thinking of going to Westfield coz dh lama tak merewang nih..but tgk la...worst come to worst gi Brent Cross..tu pun shopping mall gak..ala2 Alamanda..
3. buat laundry
4.kemas rumah
5. tanak masak..tanak masak..tanak masak..heheh...
6. main2 and golek2 ngan Adam..
7. Study?? emm malas giler..eventho next week pun byk deadlines..ayooo jadi giler la buat DDent nih( Doctorate level)..kalau tau from the beginning its so much harder than the MClinDent I'd have stayed!!Tension tahap gaban..

so this year no more joli2 katak wokeh..even nk escape from skool cam last year pun tak sempat..owh I missed nk melepak during weekdays..now mcm tak cukup udara nak bernafas...
Semoga cepat2 habis 3 years and nak balik..eventho kt sini best but i dun want to stay as a student anymore..tanak...just nk datang holiday and lepak2..huhu...


ok on the other note..
hummingbird books dh ade..
nasib beli lebih coz ade pulak my friend yg nk lagi..adoii..
btw to buyers in Msia I'll email u with postage price..kalau muat sumbat dlm bag FIL bolehla charge dr msia je..
but tgk beg diorang pun dh penuh semacam je..
I'll update nnt okeh!!!




and hobby baru skang ni duk beli buku...hehhe..
and terjumpa buku ni mase beli online...
interesting tp tak sempat baca lagi..


and ade byk lg buku2 baru including GOK WAN...owh I loovee him..boleh la update wardrobe after this...hehhe...

ok till then je la merepeks...
nite2...

yeaaa..at last...

Salam..
yea akhirnya hari ni saya dh berjaya mem'private'kan blog ni...
emm different feeling u know..
rasa macam suatu benda kt kepala dh lepas..means like 1 beban dh dikurangkan..tak yah serabut2 risau nk blogging...
I've got my freedom...
yeaa...

but to my invited readers..privatisation doesn't mean that I'll blog bout bad thing, bad mouthing other people..
no..no..no..
that's not my intention...
cume nye just nk elakkan org dr menggunakan blog ni for back stabbing..ye laa..manusia mcm2 ragam..hope u guys keep reading my entries and enjoy it..ramai jugak yg di'invite' hehhehe...
lagi2 SALE dh dekat kan..
kdg2 tu my friends request nk tgk barang..Hello I'm not menunjuk..
or bak kata my schoolmate dulu men'jobo'..okay!!!
seriously..by blogging u'll know bout stuffs..and org lain will get infos from ur stuffs..
ala kalau beli reasonable price apa salahnye kan??
something that u'll never get in Msia..why not share kan??
but biasalah bila ade org tak paham..akan mis'interprete'..
bile ade org yg mmg selalu tak puas hati akan cari sebab utk tak berbaik2...
so wat to do..
that's human being!!!!

so lepas ni hope nye jgn la terlepas lg 'org tu' baca my blog..
Well I'm not talking bout my MIL..
some of u knew that she googled my blog..heheh..tu la nasib bermak mentua pakar IT..
tak payah di ajar jumpe je die di alam cyber..
in fact I've already had a frank conversation with her regarding my blog..but u know..
i felt uncomfy that she's reading my blog...
mesti lepas ni die tanya...apa nk jawab???huhu..

'org tu' adalah somebody yg i tak berapa nk kenal pun..tp unfortunately ade related with me thru marriage..and i was not given a single chance to know her..tp die asyik tak puas hati with me..fair ke for me??
and bile balik hrtu i found out that she knew bout this blog..
so utk mengelakkan dr rasa sakit hati tgk i bershopping..baik la di'privatise'..
afterall takde la shopping sakan pon..tak la bertimbun2 duit nk shopping kan??
but the joy of doing it and the retail therapy yg buat rase best..and it's kind of way to release my stress...sape yg baca shopaholic series novel by Sophie Kinsella sure memahami..kan..kan...
afterall org lain shopping lagi gempak..kite nih??apa yg termampu laa..
nk beli byk benda pun tak dapat2 lagi..huhu..
so byk ke duit tuh???
xle berniat2 nk compare..saya bukan la jenis kisah kan org pun..
tgk poket sendiri..ukur baju di badan sendiri..
janji fair enuff to hubby and kids as well..
bukan utk sorang je tau!!!!

lgpun by blogging ni la my way of expressing my feeling..mind u kt sini bukan la senang nk lepak2 jumpa kawan sgt2..busy babe..
hubby pun kdg2 busy..
so apa salahnya share feeling with kawan2 thru blog kan??
tgk la nanti kot2 keadaan dh reda mungkin boleh open to public again..
we'll see...

okay la..tak yah banyak bicara..
owh btw..sgt kecewa mendengar pembentangan BUDGET..no bonus..hanya RM500..huhu..
mmg tak yah berangan la dpt handbag this year..huhu..
but who knows kan???sentiasa la berdoa...

my shop blog still on, but not so active..busy la makcik this term...
so mungkin blogging pun agak boring..sorry la ladies...
hehe..
till then...

Welcome to my new private blog!!!!

Ke'malas'an

It's weekend..
Well I'm sooo lazy at this moment..with piles of works waiting to be done...
Emm sejak mula skolah last 2 weeks..i'm so stressed up..

owh fyi, I am now in a Doctorate programme..Some of my classmates were offered to be promoted to doctorate in paediatric dentisry..this is the first doctorate programme in the UK and the only one in EDI..huhu..sound cam best..
but byk post-effect nyer...huhuhu...

Well we were lucky coz we could cont the course as 2nd year DDent instead of start all over again..initially my course was MClinDent(Master Clinical 2 years) plus specialist training (1 year)..but now the dept has introduce a new programme which is DDent..my HOD claimed this programme is a higher level than master and depends on how our gov accept it..(if they can accept as PHD die lg suke coz mmg lebeh kurang phd la..but not totally on research la..)

emm ingatkan hanya tukar nama je..rupenyaa TIDAK!!!!!
course has been re-structured.. ;(
projects need to be expanded equivalent to doctorate level..plus we need to do audits and audit write up plus bla..bla..bla....
kalau citer pun tak paham...sob..sob...

so I'm now stressed..really stressed..coz byk keje nk di kejar..cases must be completed by end of this year and presented before moving to final year..(owh my cases tunggang langgang lagi!!!)
and so on..

so this year no more main2..no more jalan2..no more window shopping in between classes...sume masa yg ade perlu di gunakan sebaik mungkin...
(nasib la last year byk juga merewang..heheh)
maybe by 3rd year br boleh lepak sket and cont my activity sampingan di London...
byk nye tempat tak cover lagi..padahal hari2 pegi Central London...lalu naik bas etc..but tak sempat nk re-visit tourist attraction..huhu..

aarrghhh dh merepek..hehehe..
ni tgh mengadap keje yg melambak..today I was babysitting my 2 boys yg sgt lasak..tak tau nk nap during the day..sampai satu keje pun takleh buat...
owh tolong la cepat dpt org..tak larat sgt dh ni...

ok nk ingat benda best pulak:
esok ade 2 open house plus 1 birthday party!!
yea tak yah masak..but mesti tak sempat buat pape..so i decided to stay up and finito my work...
till then ... tata..
(masa dh suntuk pun sempat blogging...xpe lah kan..just meluahkan perasaan..sok..sok bertambah lagi...)
dulu2 leh gi jln2 retail therapy..now not anymore...sob..sob...

Post a comment

Just a quickie..
I dunno why..lately my comments kt blog org asyik takde je..
did I leave an offended comment???tah laa..
cheh nk terasa hati la nih..(PMS koott..)
kdg2 tu ade masa blog hopping, I left some comments at some of the blogs..(yg ade comment moderator la..)
then bile ade mase I'll go back and saje nk tgk ade reply tak dr tuan punye blog..(saje tak tick box email follow up tuh)..alih2 my comment takde pun..
tak di approve ke??rasenye comment tu biasa2 je..tak le menyakitkan hati ke...
xde intention pun nk menyakitkan hati org..byk lagi keje lain...

dh byk kali dah..sampai rasa cam malas nk tinggal comment..
kalau yg takde moderator..okay je...terus appear..

ke ade problem with the setting??kalau ade sesape tau pls let me know..
and kalau ade sesape tak suke my comments pls email me..so next time I won't leave any comment or better tak yah pegi blogs u all..(nk merajuk la nih..)
kan senang..buang mase je nk terasa hati..

tell u wat..i ni bukan la suke cari pasal dgn org pun..

bukan ape..kdg2 tu bukan kt satu entry je..a few entry jugak laa..asyik my comment tak naik je..
ni nk kene try lg..if my comment asyik tak di approve I'll stop la reading that blog..mane tau org tu mmg tak suke kot shopaholic_series ni tinggal comment..

till then bloggers..
tata..


p/s: idot, u ade tak receive my comment..I'm sure u takkan tak approve my comment kan..hehe..pls let me know..tah2 my blog ni yg mereng...perasan sendiri...

Kepala Botak!!!

Adoi laa..tajuk di atas tiada kene mengena dgn rambut saya okay!!
dulu2 pun plg pendek rambut potong mcm posh beckham..now dh kawen tader la mengada..
eh lari topik pulak..

actually kepala tgh berasap buat literature review..lagi dan lagi..byk btul articles my SV suh tambah..pening dibuatnye..

owh sebagai selingan..UCL menduduki tangga ke 4 ranking dunia 2009..sangat berbangga kerana sekarang ini sye org UCL..hehe..walaupun belum contribute apa2..but InsyaAllah next year akan contribute..tu sebab la kami di tekan/di taruk oleh SV utk buat reseach yg gempak tp susah..yg memerlukan byk commitment mcm org buat phd walaupun kami adalah pelajar master/specialist training yg patut tumpu ke arah clinical training..but wat to do!! dh masuk Uni ade nama...tu la padah nya!!!

dan kepala botak juga berkaitan dgn hal budget..
fuh br nk berangan-angan nk beli bag apa hujung tahun ni..saya didatangi dgn byk benda/urusan keperluan yg perlu kan GBP yg byk..ayoyo..tak dpat beli bag kah thn ni??sedey!!!

1. Hubby will sit for UK driving licence which costs about GBP400...huhu.. (lesen Msia dh expired..hanya boleh guna setahun je okay!!boleh dpt cara lain but my hubby nk amik test gak..Good Luck la yang!!)

2. Bayaran untuk exam professional part 1 kene bayar sendiri (dan passing rate nye adalah sedikit..huhu..kalau tak amik Dato' dekan tanye laks...adoiii!!!) tu dh GBP500++
tak termasuk cost pengangkutan dan penginapan masa amik exam..

3. Roadtax and MOT kete expired hujung OCT..dh kene around GBP200++

4. December Insurans kete expired..huhu..almost GBP900 last time but blh spread..hope this year murah lagi..

Rancangan berbelanja utk keperluan rumah e.g: Tefal, Queen Anne and RD...adakah perlu saya tangguh???tp itu keperluan..bukan kehendak!!!adoiii...hehe..

Rancangan berlibur bersama keluarga di Eropah mungkin perlu di kecil kan scale ke UK sahaja.. ;(

Visa expired next year..kene save byk giler duit!!

Nk simpan deposit rumah lagi (maybe next year kene pindah jugak!!kdg2 agent mintak 6 months upfront..bygkanla.. kalau sewanya GBP800 kali 6..tak botak kepala...)

Jadi kawan2..masih boleh kah saya berangan memiliki bag yg murah2 hujung tahun ini?? apakah beg murah yg saya mampu??kene la browse gambar2 bag yg termampu..
nampak gaya tak bertambah langsung la kasut saya pada term pertama ini..huhu..

saya sgt sedih kerana kepala akan botak tak lama lagi!!!!uuwaaaaa!!!!!

Semoga dilimpahi rezeki oleh yg maha Esa..AMIN!!!

dah..dah..sila sambung telan articles sampai kenyang...huhu..

tata...

p/s: kpd kwn2 yg tertanya2 kenapa sye senyap lately..inilah jawapannya..sye tidak bershopping ye..sye mengatur strategi agar dpt bershopping lagi..hehe..dan kerja sekolah yg byk membuatkan sye kurang bersosial di alam maya..sila call jika ade kemusykilan..toceh

Gugu Gaga Erra

Haha..I'm hooked to you tube..
my first intention was to browse episode 14 of Nur Kasih..
alih2 came across pasal Erra..

owh she's my idole..selain Siti Nurhaliza..
hehe..jgn marah ye..me mmg suka sgt kt this 2 ladies..mmg Vogue and suke ikut fashion diorang..
btw after tgk Teratak Siti Nurhaliza (a bit confuse..tu raya thn lepas ke???), ter'berkenan with the baju..
I love bubble sleeves..

ooopsss..terbabas laks..
then ternampak pasal erra..OMG tak tau pulak die dh ade baby!!
Gorgeous Engku Aleesya...
kt Msia dulu suke sgt tgk Erra and ikut fashion die jugak..my wedding was inspired by her first wedding..puas la cari kain French lace baby blue..konon2 nk sama dgn erra..cumenye my tailor tak pandai jahit kain serong..so tak berapa jadi..(lgpun mase tuh K.Ina Dzull delivered her baby..quite frustrated gak la..)
And I'm purposedly pegi Shenad'z de Wangga (designer Garden Party Erra & Yusry)
the pink gypsie style..ingat tak..waayyy back in 2003..hehhe..
tapi takle pakai baju pink tu kan..coz I'm wearing tudung..
so my wedding dress at my house was from that designer..sgt Gorgeous..
sorry peeps..gambar sume kt Msia..I didn't bring my wedding pics..nnt la kalau sempat will upload my wedding pics here..
mase tu kain sume tingkat2..from baju akad nikah to receprion..
siap my parents nk patah kaki cari kain lace kt Jakarta/Medan for my wedding preparation..Alhamdulillah jumpe jugak yg I nak..

eh..eh..dh lalut ke wedding pulak...heheh...
back to the story..actually me dh lama tunggu erra preggie..rase outdated sgt tak tau die preggie..mase sblom dtg dulu rasenye blom pregnant lagi kot..
and I'm so happy that she's finally delivered the gorgeous baby safely..
coz rugila org cantik and handsome, pandai tp takde anak..kan..
and anak tu pembawak rezeki..InsyaAllah..

like in my case..after delivered Adib, mcm2 rezeki dtg..boleh tukar kete baru, duduk banglo 5 rooms..eventho rumah quarters kan..kan..hehe..
and mase mula dpt tau preggie Adam, the next day I dpt offer to further study to UK..Alhamdulillah..but that time I decided to postponed it after delivery..so semua tu rezeki Allah..jgn takut ade anak..and ni teringin pulak nk ade baby girl..please pray for me guys...InsyaAllah..bile dh bersedia nnt..hehhe...

and back to Erra's story, the Majlis Aqiqah and cukur jambul was gorgeous!!!aawww tak sabarnye nk buat lagi..we held a kenduri for my two kids..

and I've tried to upload Gugu Gaga Erra 4 from you tube..but tak leh la..apsal la..boley ajar tak??hehe..
and these pics were taken from my fb..luckily ade..coz we hired a photographers..and the pics mostly dlm cd kt KL..yg ade ni sume pics baru..but enjoy la ye..




ni mase Aqiqah Adam..after 48 days..
this buai was purposedly tempah for this kenduri..
penat la my mom and me gi design kt kedai buat grill and gate..
bg idea and that guy pun ikut ape we all nak..
(inspired by cucu Arwah Tan Sri Nasimuddin's buai)
but takle grand cam diorang nye..;P

and the tekad my mom tempah khas utk cucu die..ni buat mase anak my sis yg first way back in 1998..but jaga betul2 nih..
dh namenye org Perak kan..mesti la bertekad..
puas tempah kt K.Kangsar coz my mom nk hand made..tanak machine2 nih..



me with the baby fat..chubby lagi mase nih..


ni la my ever fave baju..
kalau pakai skarang dh loose coz dh kurus..kene bwk balik and alter kasi slim sket..
but I love it!!
For baju raya this year tak tau la..
Dzull dh tak amik tempahan..lgpun my sis htr lambat hrtu..sob..sob..
nnt la ingat nk merewang kt S.Alam cari baju ready made.
dulu mase keje kt Klinik Seksyen 7..heaven!! selalu merayap ke SACC Mall..
jenguk2 butik Citra and mcm2 lagi..
owh missed it..and can't wait!!

owh dh merepekz byk dh...till then..
excited macam dh nk raya..
ye la badan ni dh gatal sgt nk pakai baju kurung and kebaya..
dah 10 bulan tak pakai...

till then..
tata...

Geram..Pening...

Alhamdulillah dh sehari berpuasa..
(eventho masih blom start..paham2 lah ye..)
tp ni duk geram pulak..
org lain punye pasal, org lain jadi mangsa..
sian mangsa ku malam ni..hehe..

blom pape lg kepala ku dh pening..
dh dpt byg dh camana terlari2 nanti..
tak kira..apa2 pun mesti cari masa utk bukak pose kt luar nnt..
whateva..

p/s: ni buat terpikir2..should we go back for hols next year..pening tau!!
tp next year puasa lagi panjang..20 jam..
Ya Allah tolong lah hamba mu ini..
jgn la huru harakan hidup kami di tanah air..

jgn risau2..we'll try to be fair to everybody..
sama rata kay!!!
tak yah ingat2 kan..me mmg jenis dh beringat...
kalau nk offer help boley gak..

now pun tgh pening..
pg td start packing..dh 2 large suitcases penuh..lum masuk brg mummy and bpk lagi...
hand carry je dh 3..tak kire stroller lagi..
last minute shopping blum lgi..
eventho Emirates bg 30kg sorang..masalahnye transport...
dh la airport kali ni jauh kt Gatwick..tak dpt Heathrow
the problem is..satu kereta tak muat..
nk sewa minicab it'll cost us GBP110..gile..baik beli bag..
tp apa2 pun try kasi muat satu kereta lah..
(nyesal tak beli mpv hrtu..ni buat nk masukkan dlm wishlist ni..)
oohhh..aaahhh...

kalau sesape tak paham..takpelah..
biarlah rahsia..
hanya secebis luahan hati...
tata..
Selamat bersahur!!!

Nur Kasih

Holla peeps..

Firstly nk mengambil kesempatan ni..

wishing all of u: Selamat Menyambut Ramadhan Al Mubarak..

okeh nk selit sket..

hehe..now am addicted to this series..

before this I'm the one yg tak layan TV okay..movie pun jarang dah..bz sgt la..

but dulu2 mase kt Msia, my parents ni mmg fave tgk Malay series..so kalau duk tgk tv ngan diorang tader choice la..layan la semua citer melayu...

kalau tanak gi masuk bilik tgk tv sendiri..

but bile dh duk sendiri ni lagi la malas nk layan..TV UK pun me jrg2 tgk..

but after sometimes duk baca comment kt FB pasal nur kasih ni..teringin pulak..

dan inilah jadinya..khatam back to back..heheh..yela nnt blk msia leh sambung tgk..

for sure my parents mengikuti..

siap tangkap leleh lg..nasib pakai ear phone..kdg2 hubby dtg duk tgk and tanye..apsal hrtu nangis..ni tergelak2 pulak..

my son pun bile tgk i nangis die dtg tanye: mummy, why are u crying??

ish kacau btul la budak ni..mummy nk tangkap leleh jap laa....but kene la cover takkan ckp nangis kot!!heheh..

papapun citer ni mmg best!!!lain dr yg lain and sebab unsur2 keagamaan..kdg2 takut gak kite ni duk oversea terlalai..mmg bg kesedaran..hehe..

on the other note: i'm still bz..

dh dekat sgt ni..but byk keje tak setel..

org lain sume dh cuti..

i was left alone in the clinic for the past few sessions..

depressed gak keje sorang2 ni..

now pun tgh kt ofis lagi..ayoyo..

esok puasa..need to prepare for sahur..

hope everything siap b4 challoo..

tata peeps...