SEDIH!!!!!

Uwaaa..tgh sedih sgt2 nih..
di samping tension nk exam..
actually my younger brother is getting married tomorrow!!
yes it's TOMORROW!!!
sedih giler tak dpt balik....
damn the final exam!!!!!!!
actually it's kinda half of my fault and the other half my bakal SIL's side...
mula2 me ok je diorang nk kawin may..tak teringat pulak ade exam..sbb ingat exam in june so sempatla cabut balik msia..
alih2 exam date tukar n diorang dh book tempat and my bakal SIL dh apply cuti..everything tak leh tukar!!!!!!
DAMN IT..DAMMIT!!!!DAAAAMMMMIIIITTTTTTT!!!!!!
I missed my 1st brother's wedding!!!
and i'm gonna miss this one too!!
Can u imagine..
the first bro tu umur dh 30s..bile me nk fly baru jumpe jodoh pulak..
again it's girl's side yg tak nak consider aku nk fly..takleh buat awal!!!!!!
tension..
but at least yg tuh sempat la siapkan barang hantaran and everything..yg ni??tak involve langsung..

and tadi diorang(hub n my kids) skype wif sume org including my sister yg susah nk dpt cakap..
and me???
tercongok kt library...
for 12 hours...
aargghhh tensionnyaaaaa....

so esok nk buat telecast..dh la tak sure kul bape..nasib td my hub remind me..kalau tak tu pun nyaris terlupa..duk bz sgt study!!!!
apelah bengong sgt kepala otak aku nih!!!!

lepas ni my bro nk fly duk Dubai..raya la kot br jumpe..
or maybe diorang honeymoon to London...

tapi masih SEEEDDDIIHHH!!!!!!

(kalau tau camni, mmg cfm aku tak further study kt oversea!!!)
Missed my family and tension tahap maxxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!