it's half past twelve at midnite..ala 12.30 mlm lerrr..
tgh prepare my presentation for Journal Club
with lots of other things being abandoned..
and dgr la pulak lagu2 jiwang from you tube...
to tell ya the truth, i dh laaamaaa sgt tak dgr music, tak tgk movie (wayang), tak tengok TV..owh my life is sooo boring...
in fact my iphone earphone pun dh hilang tah ke mana...
and last week tah macamane mase stay back kt skool menggatal bukak you tube and dgr lagu2 melayu...sedihnye rase..
dulu2 mase kt msia the only time i listen to music was during my journey to and from work..driving sorang2 mmg boring kan..so dgr la Hot FM, Era..i'm not the kind yg hafal lagu..bengap sket nk dapat..bukan mcm my sister tu..radio bergerak okay!! and so do my hubby...
so dh rase cam best pulak ade music background..
tapinye if i'm studying mmg takleh bising..mmg dr dulu lg..mase undergrads ade radio gabak tp if my fren masuk my room mmg tak dgr ape..sloww sgt2..hehe..yelah byk menda nk di hafal kan..lain la kalau buat maths or calculation..boley la dgr kuat2...the only time i dgr radio kuat2 mase tension, frust and seangkatan dengannya...
ok back to my point...
lately sebab asyik dengar lagu jiwang..dh jadi jiwang sekejap...huhu..
malam ni pulak terlebih EMO!!!
duk dgr lagu Rossa repeatedly especially ayat2 cinta..mula2 tergerak gak nk watch the movie on youtube..but mengenangkan keje melambak, baik postponed dulu...
and at this moment terasa sedih sbb teringat kt my hubby!!
yup I missed him...
mmg die ade kt sini but sbb i tgh busy yang teramat sgt..duk serumah pun tak sempat nk sembang lama2..sometimes when i reached home, he went out for his activities...
and bile i do my work at home, he looked after the kids..and tidokan diorang etc...
our quality time sgt kurang..
dulu2 both of us ni mmg very close..tgk movie, dine out tak pun jalan2..
but sebab duk London ni we dun have any helper so most of our time kene buat keje masing2 la..
(kt msia dh biasa ade maid kan..so we all mmg slalu kuar berdua..)
owh cepat la my mom sampai..this time i nk plan kuar berdua with him...
lg satu yg i ni duk sedih sgt, die tak penah complaint...but i know how he feels..
even ade wife tp macam takde...hopefully die sabar laaa...
bilalah nk habis study ni..dh rase malas nk duk oversea dh..byk sgt dugaan...
kalau bab shopping or jalan2 mmg best..but now sbb leisure time pun kurang..so dh start stress..
emm dah laa...kene buat keje..esok tak siap mati laaa...
p/s: sorry la u guys terpaksa baca..actually i'm not the kind yg suke express my feeling in public..but ape salahnye kan..this is my blog..lgpun dh privatize..;P
cepat la stabil blk emosi ni...huhuh....
nite..nite...
tgh prepare my presentation for Journal Club
with lots of other things being abandoned..
and dgr la pulak lagu2 jiwang from you tube...
to tell ya the truth, i dh laaamaaa sgt tak dgr music, tak tgk movie (wayang), tak tengok TV..owh my life is sooo boring...
in fact my iphone earphone pun dh hilang tah ke mana...
and last week tah macamane mase stay back kt skool menggatal bukak you tube and dgr lagu2 melayu...sedihnye rase..
dulu2 mase kt msia the only time i listen to music was during my journey to and from work..driving sorang2 mmg boring kan..so dgr la Hot FM, Era..i'm not the kind yg hafal lagu..bengap sket nk dapat..bukan mcm my sister tu..radio bergerak okay!! and so do my hubby...
so dh rase cam best pulak ade music background..
tapinye if i'm studying mmg takleh bising..mmg dr dulu lg..mase undergrads ade radio gabak tp if my fren masuk my room mmg tak dgr ape..sloww sgt2..hehe..yelah byk menda nk di hafal kan..lain la kalau buat maths or calculation..boley la dgr kuat2...the only time i dgr radio kuat2 mase tension, frust and seangkatan dengannya...
ok back to my point...
lately sebab asyik dengar lagu jiwang..dh jadi jiwang sekejap...huhu..
malam ni pulak terlebih EMO!!!
duk dgr lagu Rossa repeatedly especially ayat2 cinta..mula2 tergerak gak nk watch the movie on youtube..but mengenangkan keje melambak, baik postponed dulu...
and at this moment terasa sedih sbb teringat kt my hubby!!
yup I missed him...
mmg die ade kt sini but sbb i tgh busy yang teramat sgt..duk serumah pun tak sempat nk sembang lama2..sometimes when i reached home, he went out for his activities...
and bile i do my work at home, he looked after the kids..and tidokan diorang etc...
our quality time sgt kurang..
dulu2 both of us ni mmg very close..tgk movie, dine out tak pun jalan2..
but sebab duk London ni we dun have any helper so most of our time kene buat keje masing2 la..
(kt msia dh biasa ade maid kan..so we all mmg slalu kuar berdua..)
owh cepat la my mom sampai..this time i nk plan kuar berdua with him...
lg satu yg i ni duk sedih sgt, die tak penah complaint...but i know how he feels..
even ade wife tp macam takde...hopefully die sabar laaa...
bilalah nk habis study ni..dh rase malas nk duk oversea dh..byk sgt dugaan...
kalau bab shopping or jalan2 mmg best..but now sbb leisure time pun kurang..so dh start stress..
emm dah laa...kene buat keje..esok tak siap mati laaa...
p/s: sorry la u guys terpaksa baca..actually i'm not the kind yg suke express my feeling in public..but ape salahnye kan..this is my blog..lgpun dh privatize..;P
cepat la stabil blk emosi ni...huhuh....
nite..nite...
