Exam fever

Owh lamanye tak melawat blog sendirik!!
ape lagi blog hopping..

And today I'm officially starts my Study leave @ study week..
no more main2..no more relax2..no more tido awal @8pm..mengada2 betul last few weeks ni..
hidup mcm xde exam..hehe

I'll be sitting for my final exam on the 1st June..then clinical Viva on 21st june..
then baru jolly lolly katak...

then barula pk nk update blog ke hapa ke..
but starting from today..
I'm officially OFF MODE Online (or reduce je laa..)
mati la kalau tak cek fb..blog and etc ye dak..heheh..

Wateva it is..please pray for my success..

p/s: Alhamdulillah I've passed my mock exam...yeaa...but takleh over confident la kan..
the final yg most important!!!

Wish me luck!! Adios!!!

Alhamdulillah!!!

Alhamdulillah....
Syukur ke hadrat ilahi...
after 9 months berhempas pulas..
study, hubby, kids, housechores, window shopping..shopping...hehe..

akhirnya hari ni...

bermula dgn Viva@ oral exam yg susah n sgt mencabar!!!
mane taknya all my seniors in 2nd year told us last year it was very easy and the external asked about basic thing..
and when i stepped in..the first Q was a killer one!! damn!! oral medicine!! and so on..ortho, anomalies etc..etc..what the heck???
takde langsung basic stuff; caries, prevention yg senang2..(sorry peeps kalau tak paham..org2 dentistry paham la kot..after all utk myself later..hehe..)
Tp Alhamdulillah, me pun tak sure camane boleh jawab sume...keluar je bile examiner tanye..padahal tak pernah baca pun mase postgrads..sume knowledge during undergrads..
Tuhan tu Maha Kaya..
berkat doa my parents, families and friends...and especially hubby..

and at the end of the day..the result revealed...
All of us in 1st year passed!!!!!
phewwhh syukur!!!sgt2 syukur!!!

so I would like to take this opportunity to thank my beloved hubby, who had sacrificed his life just to be with me..cooking, looking after the kids especially during critical time before the exams...kene tahan my moody time especially when i'm stressed..i knew it was very hard..but syukur Tuhan jodohkan dgn org yg penyabar and I would say he's an angel...
not to forget my kids who understood me..(mummy had to spend so much time at school)

actually this is not the end yet..it's just the beginning.. I have 2 more years to go..and I hope they will be with me till the end...

the truth is..doing Postgrad study is not easy...way too hard for me..really hard..especially when u're already in comfort zone and you have to leave everything behind..
living without helper..i know i'm spoiled..i've maid/helper since i was 1st time pregnant..and since that i've never cleaned the house, toilet and etc...i cooked only after being prepared..makan and leave the dishes..and sleep..spoiled habis la...
but now, i've to do everything..every single thing!! and study!!!
sometimes rase nk give up..tp alhamdulillah sampai jugak level ni....
oppss dh merapu..hehe..
ok after this just hv to work on my patient as usual...work on my project and pegi jalan2...
till october when i'll start my 2nd year!!

InsyaAllah kalau ade rezeki will celebrate it this Saturday..
wink***
hope dapatla ape yg dihajati!!!
Amin....

Viva @ Oral exam..

yup..on Wednesday I'll have my Viva exam..
20 mins each..
uwaa ape nk jawab nih..
dh berpeleseran seesuka hati for 3 weeks..
nasib la labu..
so need to concentrate..
wish me luck..
after Wednesday..btul2 merdeka..
yea...
will cont blogging after that...

Merdeka

Yeaaaayyyy!!!!
MERDEKA!!!
haa abis dh written exam..so boleh rileks and meneruskan aktiviti tak sihat..hehe..
btw exam's not over yet..on 24th June ade oral viva pulak..
but whateva..letak tepi dulu..

so tomorrow my sis will be here..
byk menda nk buat ni..mata mengantuk lepas exam tp takleh nk tido..
panas sgt hr ni..rasa mcm kt Msia pulak..It's Summer time!!!hehe...

Ok to my customers, kalau nk order apa2 sila lah berbuat cepat..my sister balik 23rd June..
so me nk kene buat shopping in 2 weeks..
Looking forward for our vacation to Holland and Belgium in mid June!!!Yeaaa....
ooohhoo life's soo bz..

weekend ni nk buat birthday party Adam...
plan for party pulak..
so am decided,
The party theme will be: In the night garden
Theme colour: Baby blue, green
(me mmg suka buat themed party..fun sket..)
but the problem is, I've less than 1 week to prepare those things..mase kt Msia, it took me 3 weeks to buy all things..dahla mahal..semua toys r us i redah..sbb mase tu buat theme Bob the builder for Adib..from invitation card to goodie bags to balloons, plates and everything bob..cake and cupcakes..u all can read it in my entry in August kot...
kali ni tak sempat nk order cake in the night garden laaa..
nvmd laa..ape yg boleh la..
after all mummy bz ni..

ok rase nye dh melalut dah ni..
btw for BOBBI BROWN LOVER/FAN..
I BOUGHT A SIGNED PALLETTE IN SELFRIDGES..
Will let it go in a few days..
so watch out!!
(tu limited edition okay!!ade 100 je kt London...and by the time i bought tinggal 2 je..)


till then...

SEDIH!!!!!

Uwaaa..tgh sedih sgt2 nih..
di samping tension nk exam..
actually my younger brother is getting married tomorrow!!
yes it's TOMORROW!!!
sedih giler tak dpt balik....
damn the final exam!!!!!!!
actually it's kinda half of my fault and the other half my bakal SIL's side...
mula2 me ok je diorang nk kawin may..tak teringat pulak ade exam..sbb ingat exam in june so sempatla cabut balik msia..
alih2 exam date tukar n diorang dh book tempat and my bakal SIL dh apply cuti..everything tak leh tukar!!!!!!
DAMN IT..DAMMIT!!!!DAAAAMMMMIIIITTTTTTT!!!!!!
I missed my 1st brother's wedding!!!
and i'm gonna miss this one too!!
Can u imagine..
the first bro tu umur dh 30s..bile me nk fly baru jumpe jodoh pulak..
again it's girl's side yg tak nak consider aku nk fly..takleh buat awal!!!!!!
tension..
but at least yg tuh sempat la siapkan barang hantaran and everything..yg ni??tak involve langsung..

and tadi diorang(hub n my kids) skype wif sume org including my sister yg susah nk dpt cakap..
and me???
tercongok kt library...
for 12 hours...
aargghhh tensionnyaaaaa....

so esok nk buat telecast..dh la tak sure kul bape..nasib td my hub remind me..kalau tak tu pun nyaris terlupa..duk bz sgt study!!!!
apelah bengong sgt kepala otak aku nih!!!!

lepas ni my bro nk fly duk Dubai..raya la kot br jumpe..
or maybe diorang honeymoon to London...

tapi masih SEEEDDDIIHHH!!!!!!

(kalau tau camni, mmg cfm aku tak further study kt oversea!!!)
Missed my family and tension tahap maxxxxx!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Can't believe it!!

Huh Exam in one week...tapi mata asyik ngantuk je this week..
Then early this week got my Mock's result!!
Can't believe my eyes..
I got G+..
haha..missed a few more marks to get Distinction!! Woww..Walla..
(mase undergrad giler punya susah..tp penah la jugak dpt distinction kan..kan..)

actually they were so generous...
but takleh la nk over confident kan..
yg penting my real exam on 1st June...
(apa2 pun lega la sket..ingatkan teruk sgt aku nih..dh la study sambil layan anak keliling pinggang..big challenge tuh!!)
orang lain sume boleh study bile2..
me?
kalau kt rumah, kene masak dulu, main with kids, put them to bed..then mummy pun lelap..
slalu terlompat at 4.30 am sbb tak study...
well..well..dugaan ya amat besar study kt oversea ni without helper...
penat tak usah cerita la...
tapi Allah tu lebih mengetahui...

Hope that i'll pass my Final Exam with flying colours too..
and berkat doa dr semua family dan rakan2...
thanks all..
and keep praying for me..

Walla...

update..

ahhh..banyak nye menda nk update..
sample sale pun tak sempat lagi..
(ade incident yg mmg kene citer..silly me!!)
yesterday stayed in library till 9pm..woohooo penat..
mock exam this thu..
Wish me luck..
pening!pening!!
nnt after mock will b back blogging kejap b4 cont with final exam!!!
de-stress!!


hari ni bank holiday..
kene study gak!!!

tata..